Emo mood *OFF* Sad mood *ON*

Well, as I said... Things are unpredictable....

Firstly, I was so so so relieved and happy after I had a true conversation with my friends... It's true... I really treasure you guys.... Thanks for being so honest to me... I never know it would cause so much troubles, misunderstandings and consequences for not sharing my thoughts and feelings with you guys.... I now promise that I will try my best to share my true feelings with you guys... Of course, I also hoping the same from you guys.... Thanks again~ Especially to Kenny Dai Lou.... I know you've done a lot for our group of friends... I truly appreciate it.... I believe the others feel the same way too... Just wanted to say:

~Friendship Forever~

Well, just when I was in a delight mood.... One devastating blow just came to me.... The rest of this blog, is dedicated to "you"... You know who you are... Just in case you do read my blog.... (I wonder if you know I have a blog??!!)

I admit that my feelings to you have not fade away yet... Actually I thought I could let it go... But, I just realised that I can't.... I didn't realize you stand such an important place in my heart.... It really breaks my heart when you gave me the answer.... Well, there's nothing much I can do... All I can do.... Finally have to... is to let you go and grab your own happiness... Please don't worry about me... Don't sympathy or have any bad feeling towards me... You don't need to... You really don't need to feel in that way.... Your kindness will kill me once again.... I can't stand for another heart break..... Seriously, all I need is time... Just time...

Lastly, I do wish for your happiness with her.... You'll be one of my sweetest memory... God bless all of us~